tea? cake? too many calories.

"your words in my memory are like music to me

im miles from where you are

i lay down on the cold ground

i prey that something picks me up

and sets me down in your warm arms"

hey.

i realise ive never said hi to who ever reads this. see, myspace has a counter in one corner that lets you know how many times your beloved ramblings have been read. Blogspot.com doesnt. i'm not writing this to get popular, or to make a living. i'm writing it because i enjoy it. i'd just like to know who's bored enough to read my thoughts.

Todays been slow. went to college. went to the shop. went to my guitar lesson. spoke to my best friend S. Havent seen K since monday. but it was good seeing him. he instantly made me feel better.

everyone i know is freeking about christmas. well, what to get other people for christmas.

including me.

but enough of that.

in the shop me, and my mother [who i can call by name as she's my mother] and my grandad today decided that the place is just a magnet for all the silly, funny, not quite there people within a 20 mile radium of us. i think we have a magnet. okay yes, i do realise its a christmas shop, but since its almost christmas you'd think we'd get some sane people in once in a while. right?

wrong.

i'm reading over conversations between me and K. thats how sad i am.

"yesterday was a million years ago

i'm so empty here, without you.

i know its the last day on earth

we'll be together while the planet dies

i know its the last day on earth

we'll never say goodbye"

and i'm so empty, here without you.

you know, even if i go to bed at 12am ill still have 10 hours sleep.

how fucking cool is that?

see.

i didnt rant today.